We were fortunate enough to host her once, for her debut novel MADAPPLE, and now Christina Meldrum joins us again at the kickoff of her latest work, AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY. For books that span age appeal and literary tastes, a pair of Meldrum novels is the start of a wonderful addition to anyone’s collection, assuming, of course, that we all could do with a new favorite.
We’d like to thank her for taking the time to be part of our “5 Minutes Alone” interview series.
AuthorScoop: Your debut novel, MADAPPLE, pulled in some rave reviews, so we’re very happy to see you back again. Tell us about your latest release, AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY.
Christina: Thank you for inviting me back!
My new novel, AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY, tells the story of an American family and their journey from Michigan to West Africa. It’s the story of a mother and a father who long for love but who don’t know how to love, and of their four daughters, each of whom strives to find meaning in what seems, at times, a meaningless world. At a deeper level, AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY is a myth about myth, a story that seeks to ask: to what degree is each of our lives a myth of our own making?
AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY, which will be released on February 8th, is adult fiction, unlike my first novel
MADAPPLE, which was marketed as young adult fiction. That said, both books are more “crossover” novels, meaning they are appropriate for older teens to adults. AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY has received some nice reviews as well—thank goodness! You can access the reviews on my website at http://www.christinameldrum.com/amaryllis.php#praise. I also have a beautiful trailer for the book—thanks to the assistance of my thirteen-year-old son! The trailer also is on my website at http://www.christinameldrum.com/features.php.
The catalyst for AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY stems from my early twenties when, between college and law school, I traveled and worked for a short time in West Africa. I lived in a village that was very similar to the village Avone, the village in AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY. As I grew older and thought back on that time, I wondered how much of my experience of Africa and my memories of Africa were colored by the kaleidoscope of my own culture, values and expectations.
Although AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY takes place partly in West Africa, partly in Michigan, the story is really less about West Africa or Michigan, more about the power of perspective: how is our reality impacted by our unique sensory perception, our unique perspective, our history, our longings and our culture? It is this interest in the power of perspective that led me to synesthesia and ultimately to my beloved character Yllis who is a synesthete.
What is synesthesia? It is a very real condition when two or more of a person’s senses are conjoined; in other words, stimulation of one sensory or cognitive pathway leads to an automatic, involuntary experience in a second sensory or cognitive pathway. For instance, a person with synesthesia might “hear” color or “taste” sound. She does not imagine she hears color; she truly hears it. She does not imagine she tastes sound; she truly tastes it. Hence, synesthesia raises some fascinating questions about the nature of reality. All of us must experience reality through our senses: our senses are the filter through which we must take in the world. But how do we know that our sensory experience of the world matches the sensory experience of our neighbor. And if it does not match, then who’s right? Whose read of reality is the “right” read? It turns out, reality is far more subjective than most of us realize.
My character Yllis is an emotional synesthete. Her experience of different emotional states triggers an automatic and involuntary sensory experience. To Yllis, anger has a smell, joy has a sound, love has a taste—meaning it is very difficult for others to hide their emotions from Yllis. Yllis detects their emotions on a subconscious level then experiences the emotions through her senses. In a way, Yllis is forced to carry others’
burdens, whether the people want to share those burdens or not, because Yllis senses the unspoken. Most of us assume that, for the most part, when we see, hear, smell and taste, we are seeing, hearing, smelling and tasting exactly as those around us. Then come synesthetes like Yllis. Who experience the world differently. Not incorrectly. Differently.
AuthorScoop: Has the ride of a career novelist, so far, been what you’d dreamed it would be?
Christina: First off, I have to say I feel incredibly lucky to be a published novelist. I have so many talented writer friends who have written wonderful novels that they’ve not yet been able to sell. I understand how fortunate I am. Because, honestly, I’m well aware I am no more talented than they are, and I mean that sincerely. That’s not to say people shouldn’t read my books! Please! Read them! But people should also read the books of my friends who’ve not yet been able to publish their books. To the degree being a novelist is different than my dream, it is for this reason: I’ve become more aware of the barriers and distractions. Being a novelist is not just about writing. It’s not just about being passionate and inquisitive and wanting to share that passion and curiosity with the world. It’s not just about reading great works and honing one’s craft. It’s not just about perseverance. It’s also about luck and self-promotion (yuck!) and connections. It’s about coming to terms with failure and disappointment. It’s about devoting years of your life to something that may remain forever in a computer file or a drawer. It’s about recognizing that no matter how passionate and curious you are, not everyone will sense that passion and wonder when they read your work. In fact, some people will hate your work. They’ll think it’s a slog! And they’ll so say publicly. It’s about coming to terms with all of these things and still picking up the pen or turning on the computer—because you need to, because you’re a writer. And you’re damn lucky to be one!
AuthorScoop: Momentum being what it is, your life as a writer has probably changed in many ways. But what’s been the same for you?
Christina: My life has changed a great deal since I first published MADAPPLE, but that has less to do with writing and more to do with life. I’ve endured some very profound losses in my life over the course of the past few years, and while I’m not inclined to talk about those losses publicly, I can say that they have changed me—and changed me as a writer. So what’s the same? Nothing, really. And everything. On a day-to-day basis, my life is very much the same. Publishing MADAPPLE and selling my second and third novels have allowed me to write fulltime—that is, when I’m not mothering my boys and chasing my dogs! My daily schedule is not much different than it was three years ago. But me? I’m different. And because of that, writing feels totally different to me. It’s a bit hard to explain, but writing to me is about vulnerability. It’s about allowing oneself to step into those places that are scary and awkward. It’s about asking the uncomfortable questions. It’s about allowing oneself to feel deeply, to experience passion and hatred, fear and love. But I’m a little more protective of myself at the moment. I’m a little less willing to wander into those scary places. So writing has become challenging in a different way. My hope is that I’ll come out on the other side of this experience a stronger and better person and a richer and wiser writer. But it may take some time.
AuthorScoop: And with the accomplishment of two well-received novels notched in, what new advice would you offer to aspiring novelists?
Christina: See the miracles in life. See the inexplicable. Feel the wonder and explore it. Share with the world what you need to share—because it needs to be shared, because it matters. Believe that your unique place in the world gives you unique insight—and unique strength. Write from your place of unique strength.
AuthorScoop: What’s next for Christina Meldrum?
Christina: The easy answer to that question is another book for Knopf. I’ve sold a third novel to Knopf and I’m currently writing it. The tough answer? I honestly don’t know. I will write the book, of course, but in the process of doing so I have to venture into that place of vulnerability again. It’s going to be challenging for me. I need to take my own advice and believe in and write from my place of unique strength.
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AMARYLLIS IN BLUEBERRY has just been released, so look for it in your local bookstore, or hit the keyboard and mouse for home or electronic delivery from Amazon.com and Barnes & Noble.